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  Wayfinder is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

  A Del Rey Books Trade Paperback Original

  Copyright © 2011 by C. E. Murphy

  All rights reserved.

  Published in the United States by Del Rey, an imprint of The Random House Publishing Group, a division of Random House, Inc., New York.

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  eISBN: 978-0-345-52926-8

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  Cover design: David Stevenson

  Cover illustration: © Gene Mollica

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  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Preface

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-one

  Chapter Twenty-two

  Chapter Twenty-three

  Chapter Twenty-four

  Chapter Twenty-five

  Chapter Twenty-six

  Chapter Twenty-seven

  Chapter Twenty-eight

  Chapter Twenty-nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-one

  Chapter Thirty-two

  Chapter Thirty-three

  Chapter Thirty-four

  Chapter Thirty-five

  Chapter Thirty-six

  Chapter Thirty-seven

  Dedication

  About the Author

  Other Books by This Author

  Once upon a time …

  In the city of Boston, there was a tailor who could not be told a lie. Even the most honest of men couldn’t offer Lara Ann Jansen so much as an insincere compliment without her knowing the truth of it. It was the bane of her existence—until a handsome weatherman recognized it for the gift it was, and named Lara a Truthseeker.

  He had searched a hundred years to find her, a truth that no one else would believe. His name was Dafydd ap Caerwyn, and he was a prince of the Seelie courts: an elf. He needed Lara’s help to find the man who had murdered his brother Merrick ap Annwn.

  Both reluctant and eager, Lara agreed to join him in the Barrow-lands, the world from which Dafydd came. No sooner did they arrive than they were attacked by nightwings, the night sky itself made into demonic creatures given life by magic. Together Lara and Dafydd fought the nightwings off, only to face a far greater threat: the anger of Dafydd’s father, Emyr.

  Emyr was resentful of a human’s interference in his realm and more than eager to remind Dafydd that it had been his very own arrow that struck Merrick down. Afraid, and angry that Dafydd had misled her—oh, he had not lied; he was more careful than that, but neither had he told the whole truth—Lara fled the shining citadel that housed the Seelie people, and in the surrounding wood, found a blind poet.

  Like Lara, the poet Oisín was mortal, though he had been within the Barrow-lands a very long time indeed. He shared a prophecy with her:

  Truth will seek the hardest path

  measures that must mend the past.

  Spoken in a child’s word

  changes that will break the world.

  Finder learns the only way

  worlds come changed at end of day.

  Armed with the prophecy, Lara faced Emyr again and forced a discovery none of them wanted: that Emyr’s older son, Ioan, who had been for many years hostage to Emyr’s oldest enemy Hafgan, had embraced his adopted father’s way of life and now rode against the Seelie people at the head of an army. It seemed Ioan was the likely culprit behind the magic that had forced Dafydd to murder Merrick.

  At dawn, Lara, who had been just a tailor only the day before, rode with Dafydd’s army to face their common enemy.

  Cruel magic ripped them apart, sending Dafydd back to Boston and leaving Ioan the opportunity to kidnap Lara and her gifts for his own people, the Unseelie. But once within his domain, Lara forced the truth from Ioan: he had ruled in his adopted father Hafgan’s name for aeons, and now sought a powerful staff called Worldbreaker, in hopes of regaining the Barrow-lands for the Unseelie.

  Thanks to Oisín’s prophecy, Lara knew the staff was meant for her hands. Determined that no Unseelie should wield it, she returned to Boston through use of a true path, a magic her growing power could now command.

  To her horror, months had passed in her world. Worse, Dafydd ap Caerwyn, the last person to be seen with her, had been jailed for kidnapping and possible murder, charges he had not denied. As were all the Seelie, Dafydd was allergic to iron, and was very ill when Lara rescued him from prison. Only a link to the Barrow-lands, such as the worldbreaking staff, would return him to health. Lara, whose love for the Seelie prince had grown strong, was ever-more determined to find the staff and heal Dafydd.

  Just as hope seemed at hand, the nightwing monsters from the Barrow-lands attacked in Lara’s world, binding themselves together to become a many-headed hydra. Dafydd and Lara fought them off, but at great cost: Dafydd’s strength was drained utterly, and Lara was forced to turn to Ioan for help in returning Dafydd to the Barrow-lands, where he might yet survive.

  Angry and afraid again—but this time afraid of losing Dafydd forever—Lara hunted down the man who had brought the nightwings to her world. To her shock, it was Merrick, Dafydd’s brother, who had staged his own death as part of a power play within the Barrow-lands. He retreated to his own world, and Lara Jansen, resolved to uncover all the hidden truths, follows him.…

  Music tore the world apart.

  There was no rhythm to it, no melody to find, no predictable rise or fall in the thundering notes. Instead it was the sound of instruments at war with one another, screeching and bellowing as they strove to be heard. Lara Jansen stumbled under the cacophony, battered by it from all sides, and wondered what had gone wrong. She had traveled between worlds twice before—once under her own power, which should have been impossible. Even then, though, the pathway between her home and the elfin world called the Barrow-lands hadn’t been fraught with agonizing, aggressive music.

  But the worldwalking spell distorted the very weft of the universe. It was a magic not meant to be: her world and the Barrow-lands were barely meant to touch, much less to be traversed regularly. That was a truth she knew in her bones, in the same way she’d always known whether she was being lied to. Falsehood had rung sour notes in her mind as far back as she could remember, and that gift now said that the magic which thrust her between worlds was dangerously wrong.

  Worse, the staff she carried reverberated in her hands, its ivory carvings bright with power that could break worlds. Its presence clearly distorted the spell further, as if the Barrow-lands, a world of magic, struggled to keep the weapon’s destructive ability away.

  The music surrounding her surged, stringed instruments breaking with groaning snaps, keyboards playing flat and sharp with desperation. A vocalist joined the music in Lara’s mind, searching for a harmony until her voice turned to an unholy shriek. It finally shattered, and Lara fell between worlds to land hard in the Barrow-lands.

  Music turned to the sounds of battle: to cr
ies of pain and anger, to the metallic clash of blades, and to the incessant rumble of hooves against packed earth. A singular, voluble curse shot out above the rest of the uproar. Lara cowered as hooves flashed over her head, a horse’s belly looking broad and endless above her. There was no time for panic, just for a single terrified lurch of her heart that twisted into unexpected awe. She’d seen animals leap cameras in film, but the effect paled beside actually having a thousand pounds of horseflesh sail overhead.

  No one, she thought, no one in her right mind would take time out from being nearly trampled to think how poorly cinema compared to reality in such situations. And because truth was her gift, and lies came hard to her, it seemed likely that in that moment, she was very probably not in her right mind.

  Nothing else would explain why she scrambled to her feet, using the staff as leverage, and whipped to face an oncoming army. A rear vanguard, given the sounds of fighting that came from behind her, but still enough to be called an army. They rode across ruined earth, meadow flattened into green-streaked dirt, fresh clods ripping free to offer a loamy scent that counteracted the tang of blood in the air.

  The riders wore armor of moonlight silver, sculpted and patterned so delicately it looked like it couldn’t possibly withstand a single blow, much less the height of war. Lara knew better: she had worn a suit of the armor once, and for all its lightweight beauty, it was improbably strong as well. There was magic in its forging, as there seemed to be magic in every aspect of the Barrow-lands.

  Cries of surprise rose up as the battle host swept to either side of her, leaving Lara a fixed point in a thundering wave of riders. Pale hues shot by: white, golden, strawberry blond hair streaming from beneath silver helmets; blue and green and yellow gazes glancing her way as the riders rushed past. Seelie warriors, so close that she felt horseflesh and body heat against her skin. Her heartbeat soared, fear so acute it became a kind of excitement.

  The staff reacted to the emotion with an upsurge of its own, as if it had life and personality. She grasped it more firmly, half-formed thoughts rushing through her mind. It had sent tremors through her own world. She was certain that in this one, where it had come from, it was a force to be reckoned with.

  Without fully considering her actions, Lara lifted the staff in both hands and slammed it end-down into the torn ground.

  It groaned, waves rippling away from the epicenter she’d made. Discordant music erupted around her again, though this time she heard a thin true note buried in the sour tune. There was no time to follow it: keeping her feet took all her concentration, and the riders surging around her had no less trouble with their mounts. The sky boiled with a spiral of clouds, the staff’s magic reaching as high as it did low. It urged destruction, eager to lash out with pain and, it seemed to Lara, vengeance. She tightened her hands, feeling the carvings press into her palms, and whispered to the cool ivory. “A truthseeker of legend could make things come true by force of will alone. You will not destroy the Barrow-lands while I wield you. I will temper your magic and guide it, and you will bend to my will. This is true!”

  The words built to a crescendo in her mind, then released with a flood of pure song that roared across the staff’s more static will. Strength surged from Lara so quickly that only her grip on the rod kept her upright, but the earth’s rumbling ceased, and the skies stopped boiling. She put her forehead against the stave, feeling its objection to the limits she’d enforced, but certain her desire to do no harm had mitigated the staff’s passion for destruction.

  A fleeting thought crossed her mind: that the weapon was humoring her, and would only behave so long as doing so suited it. For anyone else, it would be a fanciful idea, but there was no inherent dissonance, suggesting there was truth to it.

  That was a problem to be considered later. A voice broke through the other sounds of battle, and Lara lifted her gaze to find the man who bellowed “Truthseeker!” with such fury.

  Emyr, king of the Seelie court, bore down on Lara with his sword bared and hatred raging in his cold blue gaze.

  The part of her that had become bold in the past few weeks felt the impulse to stand her ground, to see if the Seelie king would swerve at the last moment. Pragmatism prevailed, though, and she ducked to the side, trusting Emyr’s guards not to trample her. They scattered, avoiding her and giving him room to wheel his horse. Dirt flew from beneath its hooves as it charged her a second time. This time the guards scattered to avoid Emyr, and Lara found herself abruptly alone on broken earth, awaiting a fate she had no way to avoid.

  Then another rider was between her and the king, so sudden, so close, that a collision between them should be impossible to avoid. Lara saw a glimpse of fresh anger cross Emyr’s face before his horse gathered itself and leapt over the intrusive rider and Lara alike. Not effortlessly: it couldn’t be effortlessly, not with the scant feet the beast had to prepare itself, not with the height it had to clear. But to Lara’s eye it looked as though Emyr’s mount had suddenly, carelessly, decided to ignore gravity, and by so choosing had ceased being in its thrall.

  The crash with which it came down on her far side belied their apparent weightlessness. Soft earth gave way, the horse sinking to its ankles. Lara gasped in concern for the animal’s well-being, but it barely stumbled as it continued forward, then came around again under Emyr’s guidance.

  “He’ll ride you down.” A gauntleted hand thrust itself into Lara’s vision, fingers grasping in invitation. Lara heard the truth in the words and seized the offered hand, then shouted with surprise as the rider hauled her bodily upward. She caught a glimpse of white hair and green eyes, and then she was seated behind the rider and gasping with astonishment. Her savior, Aerin, owed her nothing, much less a lifesaving gesture—especially since the last time they’d seen one another, Lara had broken the Seelie woman’s elegant nose.

  “What audacity is this!” Emyr did ride them down, broadsiding Aerin’s horse with his own. Lara shrieked and slammed one arm around Aerin’s waist, holding on desperately while trying not to drop the staff. She had been horseback a countable number of times in her life. A second impact would dislodge her.

  And Emyr knew it. He pulled his horse around, blade leveled at Lara, though his words were for Aerin. “The mortal is mine!”

  “The mortal,” Aerin replied with remarkable calm for a woman bellowing to be heard over the battle, “is our only chance at learning what’s happened to your son and heir, my lord.”

  Dismay turned to a cold weight in Lara’s stomach, beating back the heat of the day. Her whole purpose in returning to the Barrow-lands was to make certain of Dafydd’s safety. She hadn’t even considered the possibility that something had gone wrong with the magic meant to bring him home. “Dafydd didn’t make it back?”

  Aerin half-turned in the saddle, giving Lara a cool look. “Dafydd ap Caerwyn disappeared on the battlefield this half-year ago, moments before you joined forces with the Unseelie heir.”

  “Joi—” Lara thunked her head forward, not caring that it met Aerin’s cold silver armor. “You mean before he seized me. Or kidnapped me, more accurately. Not that it was actually Ioan …” She trailed off as the difficulty of explaining her adventures washed over her.

  “Half a year,” she said much more quietly. She had been torn from her own timeline when she’d traveled from the Barrow-lands back to Earth, but had hoped this journey might not have thrown time so badly askew. “Aerin, I have a lot—”

  She broke off again, realizing it wasn’t the Seelie warrior with whom she needed to speak. She straightened her spine and called for an unfamiliar form of address, putting as much deference into it as she could: “Your majesty, the last I knew, Dafydd was alive.”

  Not well: she couldn’t go so far as to intimate that, not with her talent for truth-telling. But alive, and she hoped that would offer some reassurance. It had been enough for her, until Aerin’s grim announcement that they hadn’t seen him in months. Still, it was all she had, and she thrust burgeon
ing worry out of mind.

  “I understand I have a lot of explaining to do. This obviously isn’t the place to do it.” She gestured at the battlefield, feeling a thrum of eagerness from the ivory staff she carried. It saw the potential for destruction in the surrounding war, and was willing to help express that potential to its fullest. Fingers tightening, she quelled it and turned her attention back to Emyr. “If I might beg clemency until the day’s fighting is through, your majesty, so I can tell you what’s happened under quieter circumstances …”

  It wasn’t cold. Six months may have passed, but the weather was as it had been when Lara left: clear, hot, beautiful. She’d passed from winter to late summer when she’d traveled to Earth under her own power, but what little she knew of the Barrow-lands made it seem possible that there was no winter season, only endless summer.

  Summer or not, though, a cold front rolled over her as Emyr grew ever-more frigid. The king’s element was ice. It imbued him even when he was at rest, his skin so pale its shadows were cool blue, and his hair silvered with it. She’d seen ice grow around his throne and up the walls of his chambers when he was angry. It now crept across muddy grass, turning stalks to crystalline streaks in the muck. Aerin’s horse lifted an impatient foot and smacked it down amid crackling earth, and blew a frosty breath into the summer afternoon.

  “Call my guard back,” Emyr said after long moments. “Sound the retreat. Hafgan’s army will not press the advantage. They are as weary as we, and it will cause worry that we fall back. I will hear what the truthseeker has to say.”

  Lara lowered her gaze and murmured “Thank you,” an instant too early. Emyr spat his final words as though they were knives: “And if her answers are unsatisfactory, I will see her executed before dawn.”

  The Seelie court had changed in the months she’d been gone. Months for them: it had been only weeks for Lara, though a more complex and busy few weeks than she could otherwise remember. But in that time something darker had come over the Barrow-lands.

  They did not, as she expected, retreat to the pearlescent Seelie citadel hidden in deep oak forests. Instead there were encampments at the borders of the meadow, tall silken tents bright against the tree-line. Bright until Aerin rode them closer, at least: then Lara could see the stains and worn points that spoke of travel and use. Their lifted spires and swooping peaks aflutter with bright banners were magnificent, but in places the banners were threadbare, and the cords that held tent doors open were yellowing with lack of care. In the hours Lara had spent with the Seelie, their penchant for maintaining unruffled beauty had impressed her. The small signs of deterioration struck her as symbolic of deeper fraying within their society.